AAAUUGHHHHH ARRRRHHHHHH AHHHHHHHH UGHHH UGHH UGHHH

And that's a sample of what my aim statuses have looked like at late hours of the night. Or most hours o___o

(flashback) BACK IN THE DAY. 2004 or 05 believe, I would spend a good portion of my Saturday playing in soccer games. At night, I would be granted the luxury of watching anime, fma, inuyasha, rave master, zatch bell, the works. But ONLY ONE brings up true bad memories. I would spend most Sunday morning at church just THINKING about my anger/hatred/love for this show. Now, I've decided to try watching this one again, in hopes that I was naïve and let myself get ahead..of myself. This would be the show Gundam Seed.

The original reason I remember for stopping watching gundam seed seems silly but at the same time I guess I was mortified. 'OMG THE BROTHERS BEEN DATING HIS TWIN SISTER!?LDGFLKJFS;GRDFJD;LKJF;L;L *turns off*' at a later age, I realize star wars did this. >.> why I got so worked up is beyond me. But after watching the first 20 eps over, I realized why I think I was so mad. I don't think ive ever been mad at a fictional character before. Her name? FLAY ALLISTER. This red haired BITCH (no not Karin ian XD ) goes insane after her father gets killed and believes that kira, the main character, didn't try his best in the gundam to protect her fathers ship. So she proceeds to TORTURE him mentally, telling him its all ok because he will ALWAYS protect the ship (and later using his slight infatuation for her and manipulating it so that she would fuck up his social ring of friends; as she was already engaged to another one of kiras friends sai) and (I quote from her thoughts) "your gonna fight and fight and fight until you die.) He ends up being extremely guilty, thinks only he can protect the ship theyre on, and eventually becomes more violent as a gundam pilot (when before he was like OMG I CANT KILL SUM1ONEE).

That arc later leads to the cagalli arc, his sister, he ends up like being good "friends" with and has less of an infatuation with flay. But I still don't know why I stopped watching it >.> it just doesn't really seem to justify why, normally I try to watch things all the way to the end, believe me, when they moved .hack/// legend of the twilight bracelet to the damn 5:30 AM slot….luke and I were up @ 5:30 every Sunday morning….

ANYWAY!

Secondarily, in terms of stuff ive been doing OTHER than gundam seed XD here they are!

Drawing? I've started a series called Pea Pod.http://xetak6.deviantart.com/art/At-the-Grass-Pillars-127487475

Gaming?

NO NOT HIM XDD god google, I was looking up FF7 NOT JUST ZACK!

Yes im playing FF7…well I have for one day we'll see if It continues, really gundam has my attention tho.

And I'd like to say NEXT WEEK IS MY BIIIRRRTHHHHDDAAAAAAYYYYYYY XD. Mom thought it was funny because I came up to her and im like "can I have a luke moment?" "be annoying as hell?" "XD that's his whole personality mom but yes. Psst. My b-days next weeeek" "lol ok. " ALL I WANT IS LOVE OOO: just kidding you don't bring a present you don't come XDD JKKjgflkjlkgdf

Malymar pretty much already has given me good gifts (ff7 bumping off her account and a skymin~) and all ashly has to do is like just sit there while I play rock band and whine about the plastic wooden guitar bein in her face and im happy XDD geh 17!? Remember when I was giddy about being 14? And 15? And 16? XD im giddy every year. Cept…for 14 I got a tablet…16 I got a tablet… theres a pattern here im NOT GETTING CRAP THIS YEAR DDD: XD anyways. Btw this has got to be the most posts ive ever had in one month. Three?! XD

See yas~

This a misprint?

Hwah? Wat the hell is this TWO POSTS BACK TO BACK!!?@>ERTG

Yes my friends, my poor blog doesn't see enough [door to] light in its [nobody-esque] life. So I will begin by saying I went to college today. Yay. Now that's over with, its time for

~~~~~~KATES PHILOSPHY TIME~~~~~ !!!

I love thinking. But more likely than not, I only think to myself. So when I get a good topic in my head, I'd love to share it. Talk it, blog it, something it. And here I are. This might be frequent as I think a lot and I ask quite interesting questions to myself so lets IKUZE!

Todays Question: Do you believe that we all have some sort of talent, and furthermore, is it or isn't it wasted due to the surroundings one is put other.

Don't understand? Here's my example. A young boy wants to be a singer but his parents will have nothing less than a business major. In turn, he of course becomes the business major his parents wanted him to become, he would never let them down, and more importantly he's quite good at it. But the real question is, was he supposed to be the singer he always wanted to be? A very big example I just thought of, is the obvious Kerr way, a talented school in which parents of many Asians say you have "no say in what you do you be pharmacist. Hey? You making fun of us? Why of course I am. All in good humor though. Either way, something like a theatre "talent" or art "talent" is all but wasted.

But you have to ask, what would have happened If the tides had turned a bit? What if you were given the freedom to do your talent, your parents say go! Off to (insert the name of the college troy from high school musical 3 here) Julliard with you! And so you go….. But on the way you meet new "friends." They've got meth, and even though your parents say its bad, you say well I haven't tried that before. And then, you might not be the prized major and talent you dreamed and wished you'd become. Could this happen with everything you do? Most certainly. So its to ask the question, did god (or whomever) put people on this earth to fail?

Does every single person have a talent or something that makes them stand out, but sometimes it gets lost in translation? Or were people destined for the "talent" of being a loser. No offence to losers. :\ I MEAN PEOPLE WHO DIDN'T GET THEIR DREAMS TO COME TRUE.

I think that we do all have a god-given talent. But, like the contents of a book, the most important life changing aspects never come first, or even in the middle. WE might have talent (immaturely) when we're younger, but its whether or not we harness is that its true talent. That's why, for me at least, I try to take pride in everything I draw, draw all the time and harness what I want to do. That I spend time watching a video game market, the ever changing market and what will hit when I'm in that market. Not exactly talent per say? Hobbies, talents, either way, I love to read debates, study the aspects of the three new motion controllers set into hah, motion by this gaming era and analyze how they can be used to keep original gamers at bay.

But. I am told many times that I might have speaking talent. In the way I rant I can keep those entertain AND entertain my points. But, I haven't done theatre, and haven't done speech and debate. So am I wasting the talent? Maybe. But we cant be great at everything, so. Another question might be, if you believe someone or yourself has more than one talent, how do you pick which to follow upon? If I had done speech and debate rather than attend art classes, would that make me a lesser artist? Looking back, I've learned nothing in art class but how to waste time. I learn things photoshopwise by myself and teach others. So no, I think I might've still been able to take on two (and my mom says if I wanted to I could do speech in college, prolly not though.) But which would I pick? That, I'll never know. Because I'm no longer on that path, I will NEVER know what it feels like to have been in kerr speech and debate. Oh well. Instead I'm the best marker artist I know, and I can make people happy by helping them achieve their goals in using photoshop. And for me, talent mixed with happiness leads to true perfection.

But back on target. I WANT TO HEAR FROM YOU. YOU my freaken readers all 5 of you or so! Hit comment! You don't have to have a stupid sign in name, just type in "AKARISAMAAA" and then lemme hear what you have to say. I'll restate them once again. Do you believe that we all have some sort of talent that might be wasted due to our surroundings? AND, If you believe someone or yourself has more than one talent, how do you pick which to follow upon? AND LASTLY because I am not like a lot of you, if you aren't given the chance to harness the talents you want to due to parents, how or what will might or might not do to get around them and achieve your goals.

SANKYUU

~Kayton.

Guys! A new post! homgwtfbbqnarusakuhugO:

YES! I NEW POST. I new post lol.

WELL MAL INSPIRES ME TO WRITE MORE, so I shall write in more bursted mode (bwaaaaaaaa I made a digimon reference). Lets start with the social aspect of life first shall we?

Tomorrow is my first day of college. Am I sort of afraid? Yes, not gonna lie. But I'll perservere knowing I got mah good friends on my side and pretend reading is actually fun. Fun. XD my three days of summer in between were really great though. Friday we had the horrible 3 hour walmart run that lead to getting essentials for my summer life. Now all I need is a calendar so I can do the stuff I want on normal days. Then Stevie ding-donged and we played in the slip and slide until Luke and his big…self, broke it (btw ashly, Luke goes to the icing too. XDDDDDD ) We also had our halfy hour 74 cent large Icees from StopNgo :D which…hasn't been called stopngo in like 3 years? And we still call it that (Valero is a silly name anyhow).

Saturday was a, eventful uneventful day. In between Thursday and Sunday I did many art wise things. I worked a bit more on filling out my requests, and got my Taks scores back! So we made a trip to Michaels to get myself some new markers (YOU CERULEAN DRIED OUT PIECE OF *** MARKER YOU ) and getting blizzards. We also took a trip to bwhaha Best buy for the damn store not to give me ACC for 20 bucks like I want T__T

All is ok though. I worked on A politoed picture for my neighbor, making a shirt for her! I ended up coloring one of ashlys lined works a. because I wanted to and b. because its so much fun to see her face (literally and not literally) when her work gets colors~ I also helped malymar make a banner, in which shes paying me for O:

Sunday Luke, Stevie, Sandy his grandmother and I went to see UP, and boy did the theatre cry XD good cry tho. Then I got my LAYERS haircut where the guy with fake cornrows attempted to try to "fancify" my hair and my mom goes... "You know that'll last about 5 seconds right?" XD I picked up 2 stitches from the Disney store, one for me and one for Stevie, and got myself a KH shirt from hot topic. Now all we have to do is just hope that there aren't too many people who like KH at HT so my shirt can be sort of unique….thats not happening T____T and here I sit.

In terms of manga WOWZERS its been a good one. 450—keee naruto…sakura…/nothinata/ yes. I have yet to read bakuman, and a lot of one piece was talk. So apparently naruto made up the whole week for me.

NOW FOR GAMES O: (straight from my blog)

-360 of interest:
-HALO: Reach
-MGS: rising (compilation of metal gear solids) as well as METAL GEAR...raiden.
-SPLINTER CELL CONVICTION O:
-and project Natal. xboxes camera system of FULL BODY motion and VOICE recognition. and... milo D:||||  no controllers required at all.

Nintendo of Interest:
NEW SUPER MARIO BROS (for wii) UP TO 4 PLAYER CO-OP
Super Mario Galaxy 2
Metroid OTHER M, an action/shooter game from team ninja (Made ninja gaiden)
GOLDEN SUN DS
Mario and Luigi RPG 3: Bowsers inside story

Sony of Interest:
-New PSP game called MGS: peace walker (as well as the rising game from the 360 section)
-FINAL. FANTASY. 14. ONLINE I WAS KIDDING YESTERDAY GUYS but apparently IM NOT.DDD:
-FF13 footage : D
-Pretty cool motion control. i liked how it was geared more toward gaming and not "lets play on the 360 menus!"
-Trico, or THE LAST GUARDIAN. updated trailer, the birdthing is more defined. the boy is not -.-

Other interesting things included the announcement of Left4Dead 2, which lead to 15,000 people joining in a group on the official valve forums to protest the games existence, due to its lack of game that Left4Dead 1 was. (well in terms of dlc, but imo if you can make dlc a game do it, esp when the first great one doesn't sell well :< ) I mean I HATE dlc, I think its whats ruining our games. Someone says "make dlc!" but they don't want to pay for it, instead they complain why was it costing money ohhhh, take the time of these people but not give them any money realll smart.

I do dislike that idea. DLC. If im gonna make games, my games come without dlc. Rmr when dlc was HIDDEN? And you didn't pay/download something that should already be in the game? Now I bet super Mario bros three back on the snes would have had the last level as dlc or something, or worse, EACH OF THE POWER UPS. Power ups = guns you know. Wouldn't it be great to pay for your fireballs you've gotten in the previous iterations? I love dlc that's on rock band, because the essential game mechanics do not change from game to game, and this way you get the songs you want, a real playlist. Rock band/GH dlc is just not gaming dlc. Just not.

Anyway that's my rant for today. I WOULD HAVE A LOVELY PIECE OF STRANGE WRITING HERE BUT SOME PPL HAVENT EDITED IT D:

~See yas

Professor Kayton